May 14 2012
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May 12 2012
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Day 9
Time flies extremely fast whenever I’m with you.
I just wish we had more time to spend together.
时间
可以暂停吗
我好想多陪陪他
May 04 2012
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Apr 29 2012
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You make me the happiest.
This time, I hope it’s real.
I’m not sure how long this will last,
but whatever it is,
at least for now,
these feelings will never change :)
Don’t you ever leave.
Nov 23 2011
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Nov 21 2011
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I’ve made it through!
Still wondering if this post is going to be up, or be left in the drafts..
Results for my End of Semester 2 examination were out 2 days ago. For the first time, I did not have that adrenaline rush feeling at all. Weird it may sound, but I felt so worried not being as worried as how I’d usually be. My dad thinks I’m confident enough, hence the calmness. It contrasts with the time where I got my SPM results. Waiting anxiously in class, taking a glance at my watch every few minutes, turning to my college mates, telling them “XX more minutes!!!!”
The moment of truth when I held my results slip so tightly, my class mentor shook my hand and said “Congratulations, please step inside” with a wide smile. I was so nervous I couldn’t even thank her! I remember covering the sides where the grades are printed, and prayed for the last time. My hands were shaking so terribly I slide my thumb vertically releasing each grade one by one. And in a few seconds.. burst into tears.
What a contrast.
I took my results. Stood outside the room. Tore open the slip. And went like.. okay. Sigh. I could have done better. Looked at Colette. Smiled.
That was it.
As usual, I’m not satisfied. Those who’ve read my post on my SAM results would clearly know what kind of a person I am. Always-not-satisfied. Despite the fact that I know I’ve tried my best and studied as hard as I could; I wasn’t satisfied at all. I still think I could have obtained a better grade if only I studied harder.
It has always been this way. How I’m always feeling disappointed at myself..
So in about one month plus, we will be starting the real thing. Second year. I guess I really have to put in extra more effort if I want to achieve my dreams. Just gotta keep motivating myself. Yes. I will :)
Lastly, I’d like to say: I’VE MADE IT THROUGH YEAR 1!!!
Here, signing out as a second year medical student.
Oct 12 2011
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Reviving the dead blog
#nowplaying Untitled by the GazettE
Stomach growling as I’m typing this post. Hello my long lost blog ._.
Had the sudden urge to blog as it felt really pathetic that the last post was posted months ago. My life? Pretty great. I’m enjoying uni life, except the part where we’ll be having our summatives in 7 days. And THEN our EOS2 after 20 days.
Other than that, my life in IMU has been great :) I felt that I’ve enjoyed uni life way much more than in college and in high school. I’ll probably be able to write a whole book on my life in IMU, and get the best seller title ._. HAHAHA! (Feels weird writing this in a blog post, it’s like I’m laughing at my own jokes? -_-)
It’s probably the people in IMU. I’ve met so many people this year, amazing ones I’d say. I’ve enjoyed time spent with all the jokers and awesome people. The people who really brought so much laughter into my life. Being in a mad med school, laughter sureee is an essential to prevent yourself from becoming insane ._.
And, I really appreciate the ones who’re always there to listen. The people who makes me feel that I’m not alone. Thank you for being there.
— 不要失去 才懂得珍惜 ♥
I guess I can really say that I’m happier than before.
Then again, there are issues too. I just hope things will get better..
Can’t wait for exams to be over. I’ve no plans at the moment, but I’m sure I’ll be able to come up with some soon. I hope I’ll be able to have a trip with MaXImus. I really hope our bond remains as strong as before. The 2 weeks after orientation; of having group lunches, group activities.. we were practically doing everything together; MaXImus is my second family after all :)
Okay need to resume studying. Good night lovely people ♥
Apr 05 2011
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Still hoping.
Another one of those sleepless nights.
I realized I haven’t been updating anything at all about my “happening” University life. Having the urge to update about my Orientation, but I just can’t find the right time to do so. All I can say is that, this orientation gave me so much to remember :) Of the amazing people I’ve met, fun times we had..
Life in IMU has been good so far, at least.
It feels like there’s a 180 degree change in my life ever since I entered IMU. College friends told me that I’ve change so much, for the better.
Perhaps they’re right?
Just so you know, I found the right gang to click with, and I’m loving every moment spent with them. Team MaXImus! Not only that, having an amazing room mate whom I can spill my thoughts, secrets & whatever to, I’m feeling more than just thankful :) Love you truckloads, Stephanie <3
If only things weren’t so complicated. Stupid, I may sound, I actually miss those times. Somebody slap me.
Til’ then.
Jan 08 2011
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True friendship
Every time I see the word ‘lame’, an obvious name seems to circulate my mind unconsciously :) - yes, the word I use to describe my closest friend ever, Lee Suet Yi!
For example; she once asked, What do you call a deer without an eye? NO EYE-DEER as in NO IDEA. GET IT, (this is when you’re suppose to laugh hysterically :D)
Though we knew each other since Form 2, we only got close during our Form 4 and 5 times when we were placed in the same class :D So, we’ve been close friends for approximately 3 years already. It may seem like a short period- but I guess time doesn’t define the closeness between two good friends :)
This girl here, really understands so much about me- the issues I’ve been through, my thoughts, almost everything I’d say. I know she heard this like a ka-zillion times, but yeah, she’s always been there for me through thick and thin- be it friendship or family issues/studies/feelings etc. That’s why I’ve always appreciated this bond we have, and I feel so thankful, for meeting her in my life. Though at times I feel really bad, cause I’ll be complaining SO MUCH, :/
Despite being in different campuses, we still remained close, or closer I should say. I’m always feeling really comfortable with her around- laughing like a mad girl, being lame as well :p, couldn’t be bothered about my image portrayed to her. Generally, I’m just being myself every time I’m with her.
I’m sorry for not being a good friend; Issue #1- ALWAYS NOT PICKING UP CALLS! I’m so sorry for that. It’s definitely unintentionally, but you know, she never does that to me. Every time when something happens, she’d be the first person I’d ring up, and there’s always reply from her. Such a terrible friend I am. Issue #2, never been able to spend time with her on her birthday! Sukmunn & her surprised me with a cake on my birthday, yet I didn’t do anything for her :\ Maybe next time when I’m able to drive yeah? Issue #3- she’s always driving me around! That’s what you get for having a close friend without her driving license. How sad :\ I’ll make sure you’ll be my first passenger when I get my license! (Excluding my family members of course).
Just remember, I’m always here for you if you need me- the same old line I use for her long birthday wishes text- but do note that it comes within the heart, and I mean it :)
Gina chuah loves Lee Suet Yi so much!
I feel so honored to be the first to wish this lady. The kiasu-ness of ringing her up at 11:50pm just so that I could be the first.
”It’s 12am already! Faster wish me”- HAHAHAH! Thick face girl :p
Happy 19th birthday girl. You’re one year older than me, remember that :D
With a lot of love, your life-time good friend! :) <3
